I woke up by the sweet screaming of misery, just like any other day. So swift and precise, with the absence of pain. I looked at that time and started panicking.
"Damn, it's 11, my sup will annihilate my ass."
I ran around like a headless chicken, getting ready of course. In the midst of chaos, I felt a shivering cold. I looked out of the window... and to my delight, there lies a mountain of snow. I was giddy like a fat kid who just got his ice cream fix. I got ready, and ran to the kitchen faster than Bolt.
The sight of a pine(-ish?) tree covered with snow is truly to behold. Such a beauty that will never escape the eyes of any mortal, be it blind or not. I made myself a gigantic cup of coffee. Sipping coffee while admiring such an alluring sight gives me calmness. The calmness that I need and crave. However, to my dismay, I was broken from the enchantment of the stoic trance by the hard cold gnaw of reality.
"Damn, I still need to go to college...or maybe not."
I rushed to my room and checked my email. To my delight...
"Sorry guys, but meeting is canceled due to heavy snow- Sup at 8.32 am."
I was ecstatic. As I was about run into the thick beautiful cold snow , I overheard a voice that caught my ears in the lounge. Out of curiosity, I hailed my steps and went investigating ignoring the phrase, "Curiosity kills the cat". This cat, I believe, is die hard.
As I walked into the lounge, the peculiar voice gets more distinctive. Up until one point,I realized...
"It's Ay08's voice. She's back?"
And flashes of pain started to come back to me. I can feel the stunning visceral experience previously, started melting away, replaced by the throbbing of a bleeding heart. Grotesquely hideous and mangled. Despite all this, I turned to her and said,
"Welcome back Ay08."
And gave her one of my forced fake smile. She looked up to me and smiled back. And I am too familiar with that smile... a synthetic one, just like mine. Trying to break eye contact , I looked outside the window. The snow is getting heavier. I was caught up with the sight of heaps of snow, so white and pure, untainted by any impurities.
I took a glance at Ay08, well, a secret glance that is. There she was, wearing all white, with her white ear phones. My eyes were fixated on her. I could not look away. After a couple of minutes, she realized my sharp stare. Given the history between us, she got a bit hostile.
"What are you looking at Jack? Did I gain weight?"
I wanted to say, "Nothing, and you look fine." You know just like a casual friend. Instead...
"The snow."
And I kept staring at her.
No one told me it is going to be this difficult.
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oh man, look at u.. so.. so.. weak.. emotions have made u weak, my friend.. and this blog is supposed to be "the epitome of awesomeness".. and i thought my jokes were bad..
14 February 2009 at 16:20
Izzam: Yeah man, I know...but I thought it would be easier, you know...:p
Khairuddin: Glad to hear from you man. Don't worry, this blog is gonna get awesomer with every new post. Still can't get enough of the Joker eh?
18 February 2009 at 20:54
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