What happens to a broken heart? They say only time will mend a broken heart, but a mended heart is not the same the original. What I am trying to say is, if you move on, what happens to all the pain and sadness? Does it just disappear into thin air? Or will they get buried and lingers somewhere deep down inside of your soul? The question is, how do you really move on? By finding someone new?

For me, to get over someone aka move on, is to change your perspective. I don't mean that you should change your personality, dressing, fashion sense, what I am saying is that you need to reformulate your thoughts. You can't really deny that you never love her, because you did. And you can't really say it was a mistake, because saying it as a mistake shows that you can't really have a grip with reality. What I can say is that, what I wanted before and what I want now, are different.

As I was walking around London town in the middle of night, I felt nostalgic. I always walked with her, hand in hand, at this particular hour. Thoughts of it makes me feel lonely. And it was my mistake for getting physical without any confirmation of the status quo. That was a mistake, but I didn't make a mistake liking her. At that particular time, she is exactly what I wanted, but not anymore.

I can say, without a doubt, that I've moved on. But hey, words are just words. To prove it, she'll be back in a couple of days, then we'll see how will I do. Will I walk the talk or will I relapse? Who knows...