I had a fight with Ay08 recently, for reasons too complicated to explain. However, just for completeness sake, it has something to do with the events of Freedom O'Clock. Anyway, I've managed to rectify the problem, and now, with all the pieces are into place, it is time now to take a bow and exit this charade.

Do I have someone else? Am I going after Na? Both the answers are no. I am just taking a break,no, I am quitting. That's right. I am quitting. I am just so sick and tired of this... gossips, fighting, and distrust. I am gonna exit from this environment. I am going to break free and revert back to good old Jack.

Come to think of it, I started to become this way last August, when An05 got married. I regretted the way I treated An05 and now I try to make it up by treating the girl that I like super-duper nice up to the point of spoiling her, eventhough if the girl doesn't like me. Somehow, by doing so, it makes me feel better... at least that's what I thought. But now I know, it would only lead me to more heart breaks. I will just have to live with this feeling of guilt.

Always take care of your heart first. Cleanse it from all the hatred, pain and suffering deep within, and you'll live a wonderful life. Never wear your heart on your sleeve as you'll bound to get hurt. So now, despite everything seems to be fixed, I know that my relationship with Ay08 is at a point of no return. Things can never go back to things there were. Everything's changed.

So, what will happen to my romantic life? Will it end? I know that it won't because life happens. Life wouldn't quit on you even if you quit on life.

Goodbye Ay08, we will still be friends but I shall maintain my distance. Funny thing, I am back to where I've started 4 years ago. A paradox you might say. What happened back then? It's too troublesome to talk about it. Welcome back Jack, we miss you.